My life, isnt all about rainbows.

Truthfully, i ain't that kind. to those people who has just begin to know me, especially all the guys im not beginning to know, please take note on that. if i say that, do believe. im not making up stories& not gaining for sympathy. im telling you now, bcos my bad behaviour could show up anytime. by the time that happens, you wont be too shocked. and i wont get much hatred.

Im different, to guys& girls. you wanna know the real me? find me when im with my bestfriend. you cant call that as hypocrite bcos the tendency for me to get comfy with girls is higher than guys. so it's only natural for me to act differently.

The way i act; this is, natural for most girls, i think? when im with girls, im like this, you know, carefree. i dont really care, i just go with whatever i think is okay, cool, funny. i'd laugh endlessly& im so active. like making pickuplines to them. act like a shemale. you know, just to laugh with them. <p/s: this is only applies to those who are close to me> but when im with guys, i become more aware of the situation. my body language becomes different. my behavior is still the same, but less active. it's like, they're men. i cant go around& just pinch their cheeks, poke their waist, or even squeeze their hands. and i'll behave. i'll act womanly. if you call that as hypocrite, cant help it then.

The thing about you guys is, you see what you want to see. first impression on me, lets say you see me quiet. from there, you just concluded that i'm a kind person, well behaved, & all sorts of angelic stuffs. people, im quiet. yes. to those people i dont really know. im not friendly, much. but time by time, if you keep talking to me, my awkwardness will gradually wash away. from there, only, you'll know the real me.

Starting on that point, you can decide either to stay, or leave.